Meta The Ur – Angst – Aleph – 1
Mortality – failure – futility – transience
In the face of death as the only sure, provable constant of a human life, every action is, strictly speaking, a farce. The death sentence as the only real guarantee of the future gives unsolved mysteries to the mind seeking guidance, and makes it difficult for the more emotional parts of the consciousness to consider the possibility of a good God, a positive creator, or a spiritual world based on ethical principles.
The prevailing reality philosophy of all-encompassing randomness, a profoundly pessimistic world view of all-governing futility, the sense of being exposed to equally overpowering and incomprehensible forces, as well as the sensation of the complete insignificance of one’s being and life are currents that, starting from this point, are all areas of life influence.
Urangst is the constantly unsettling, primal, prenatal fear that is rationalized in the course of life. It is not really communicable, although high-tech zeitgeist, hurrapatriical belief in progress, psychology and various communication models argue the opposite. Comprehension problems and far-reaching conflicts within communities often go back to this feeling-and-often-dominant but inexpressible sense of transience, the fear of the finality and eternity of death.
Mostly this sign is found on the left side, the place of emotions and passions. If it appears on the right, it is a clear indication of amnesia, hidden from the waking consciousness, which are directly related to archetypal fears.
The appearance of this sign always points to fundamental conflicts, no matter what the questioner claims, believes, or lives on the surface. Even apparently deeply religious people suffer in part from a bigotry initiated from outrage, from deep hatred for the god who is worshiped by them outwardly; An unexplained war rages between longing and experience, between desire and perception.
Anyone who does not confront the inarticulate, most primitive form of anxiety in its embryonic form condemns itself for lifelong to its unpredictable effect. He makes himself a victim by refraining from subjecting his position in the observable universe to a critical and honest examination.
The appearance of this sign is the hint to do it now.
Of course, we recommend sexual magic practices; however, any other contemplative and energetic approach, such as Prayer-trance, meditation, ritual dance and chanting, if at the end a union with the power of the utmost is achieved.
Since this force, like gravity, can not be defeated, it is a waste of time to fight it. Even if it were successful, this act would be absurd and dangerous in its results, for the loss of that force would lead us to a completely false self-assessment, to that of the immortal. On the other hand, the union with one’s own urge releases forces, qualities that indicate an inexpressible ego, the truth of an unrecognized identity that can not do justice to words, and whose experience is the pleasurable pursuit of perfection in an eternally imperfect world of secrets. Beyond models and ideas of faith, religions and philosophies goes beyond the sense of the spark, experiencing one’s own truth and reality extends beyond relative phrases such as time and space. It opens up a spectrum of experience that allows for manifested belief, smilingly welcoming descriptions of being as an aid to the human sphere, without granting them more than that descriptive meaning.
OK? Alright, good hearts? I thought so. Then clean, but very casual!
We, good hearts, all know what we have to do over and over, and if we forget, we’ll read it here
And then … we do it – do it – do it!